It's probably been long enough since I updated this site that unless I ask people to come here, no one will find this.... whatever this gibberish is about to be. Which is fine with me - I think I said in an earlier post that it can be somewhat comforting to post something publicly but not to a particular person. Shouting to the void, you might say.
So I was going to post this as a series of tweets but realized it would get hella long and clutter up people's feeds. So you're welcome everybody. And you better believe I'm including this in my NaNoWriMo count. I am a NaNo rebel. I have the badge.
Sometimes the worst thing to ask a depressed person is to talk about their feelings. Its why when people ask me how I’m doing most of the time I answer with “Fine”. Finding the words to express what’s going on my head is difficult, approaching impossible. But I feel like if I don’t try I’m really going to go off the deep end so here goes.